feeling kind of sad today… I’m missing my granma, haven’t seen him in over a year.. 1,5 actually. I don’t have her number and nerver hear from her… I wonder if she thinks I’ve forgotten her :( because I haven’t and I wont.(hope she haven’t forgotten me… since she’s got 11 granchildren, I guess wont even notice if one is missing…        :(  ) Even she’s never been that big of a part of my life I still miss her like hell. I gotta go see her. tho I’m not sure where she lives, my brother probably does. And even he’s kind of an A-hole, he’ll probably give me the number.

She’s the only relative on my dads side that I’ve tried to keep connection since my he died. (10 years ago) and I hate it that I lost the connection to her too. :(

~gremlin