December 2011
1 post
August 2010
3 posts
hard things
Hard things for me:
1. Admit my weakness This is really hard for me. It’s hard to admit that I get lonely, sad and sometimes I don’t like myself.( inside or out) I can’t say that the scars on my thighs are made by me and a razor blade
2. Share my feelings “I love you” ah, what a hard thing to say. I think I’ve once drunk told my BF that I like him....
July 2010
6 posts
Hello lovelies!
Hello, hi and hello. I just came from my granpas birthday. 75 he turned, quite a lot.. I’ve always been a granpas girl. When all my cousins and my brother liked more spending time with granma, I was with granpa. It’s funny how he gets so croutchy sometimes and sometimes he’s so childlish and on his way cute. :) He was one of my best friends when I was little.
Change of...
gone through the same thing 100 times
Why can’t he understand that he doesn’t own me? I thought that I made it clear that we’re only friends. He said he understood and was ok with it. Now he’s aparently going to kick my BF’s ass. Ofcourse he’s not going to, but it’s pissing me off and I really think I should start completely ignoreing him.
Is it possible to play with peoples feeling without...
lost relatives
feeling kind of sad today… I’m missing my granma, haven’t seen him in over a year.. 1,5 actually. I don’t have her number and nerver hear from her… I wonder if she thinks I’ve forgotten her :( because I haven’t and I wont.(hope she haven’t forgotten me… since she’s got 11 granchildren, I guess wont even notice if one is...
June 2010
2 posts
woke up. again
hmm… why it seems that I only write here when I got nothing else to do? Oh well, noone reads this so whatever, I guess. Bf is sleeping. I can’t sleep. He’s also taken over the bed( it’s only 90cm wide) ,so I don’t think I’ll fit in it anyway.
He speaks when he’s sleeping. :D or mumbles. It’s not very clear what he’s saying…
I slept...
Wannabe insomnia?
Why can’t I sleep?!
Every f-ing morning I wake up after only couple hours of sleep… I know some real insomniacs have it worse, but still. I hate it.
There’s nothing on Tv at this time, noone else is on the computer at 3-6 am, I’m too tired to read or too anything else worth doing, I’m boored as hell, but I can’t sleep.
What would help? Worm milk perhaps?...
April 2010
9 posts
Cute is what we aim for
We keep ourselves a mystery,
but we provide provide the clues.
So the rest is up to you
and don’t forget to check the obvious.
We are so serious
So I guess it all comes down to how curious you can be.
March 2010
47 posts
